Hibernation?

I'm beginning to really understand why a bear would eat a whole lot, get really fat, and then sleep for several months... that's pretty much what I feel like I do during the winter.. even though I'm awake, it's sort of a groggy and depressive state. I NEED SUNSHINE and WARM WEATHER!!!! Ok, I'm done- It's Friday, I'm supposed to be happy right? I guess, it doesn't seem like there is much to look forward to this weekend, I don't have any exciting plans, Jarad is working everyday... which means he is going to be crabby and tired- Maybe I'll just sleep the weekend away, but then I'll feel like crap for being sooo unproductive. I have some overtime work I could get done, should get done, and hopefully will.. but that is defiantely not something to look forward to. Sorry, I'll try and stop being such a Debbie Downer!

On a happier note, yesterday was a pretty fantastic day. I apologize for not writing, but it was a busy day at work and I got a lot accomplished, plus I found out that not only am I getting a raise/bonus at the end of the month, my bosses are trying to get me into a bigger cubicle!! Woo Hoo!!! Don't get me wrong, I love my little desk in the corner... but I'm really starting to need More Space! I don't know what my raise is yet, and it probably won't be a ton... but it will be the second raise I've gotten since I started 15 months ago. Which I think is pretty good :)

I cooked for Jarad at his house last night, which was sort of a challenge, as he only has a microwave, no stove to boil water, no oven to heat up frozen pizzas.. haha.. but I think I did a pretty damn good job, I brought my water boiler thingy and my skillet, we had grilled cheese and spaghetti with meat. It wasn't fancy, but I thought it would be nice for Jarad to have something that wasn't fast food. I think he was happy about it... but it seemed like we were both pretty exhausted, he wasn't very lovey throughout the night and I was too tired to be the one putting forth most of the effort.. but I was just happy to be near him, probably the reason I was able to sleep so easily and so well...

So I've pretty much given up on the old V-Day, I know we probably won't do much the night of valentines day because Jarad has to pick his mom up from the airport in the evening, so maybe we will be able to do something the weekend after.. but who knows, I'm not getting my hopes up. It's just a silly holiday, I don't know why I thought maybe it would be a day that Jarad would want to be more romantic or loving on that day over any other day. It's not a big deal, it always seems like my valentine days are good every other year, and last year was really nice... so I shouldn't be surprised.

Damnit, there I go again with the weird negative vibe.. I don't know what my deal is... I'm blaming it on the weather and this time of year. I definately think I'm going to plan a vacation for myself in March, I don't know if I'll go anywhere, but I'm going to take off of work and crank up the heat in my house and wear very little clothing and dance around.. haha

Ok, I've rambled long enough, It's Friday! and for those of you who are lucky enough to have big exciting plans for the weekend, Celebrate!