Waiting for Lunch

Well, I just ordered my lunch from Pizza Hut and now I'm waiting for it to be delivered and my stomach is rumbling. I am at a good stopping point for today, I had a busy and productive morning and there are a few things I have planned to accomplish this afternoon, but for now- I have the time to take a breather and write a little blog for my invisible blog subscribers. :)

Last night was MUCH better than I had originally anticipated it would be. I got out of work around 4pm, went tanning, relaxed in bed, watched House, and then talked to my sister on the phone, I went to Pilates and then came home caught up on some much needed cleaning and then Jarad came by, at which point he suggested I come back to fremont and stay at his house. I love when it's his idea... when he wants me there with him. So of course he smiles at me and I can't resist, I only drove half way and left my car at his work, then this morning I road to work with him... it was nice to save a little gas and to spend a little more time with Jarad, talking about our days. Then the evening was relaxing, watched a little family guy, ate some food, and attempted to go to bed early.

Tonite is bowling night, I won't see Jarad and that's sad but probably healthy. I'm hoping he goes to bed early and catches up on his beauty sleep.. not that he needs it, he is the most handsome man I know! But I know the lack of sleep starts to wear him down, and I hate to see him soo tired. Anyway, Jarad said he would stay the night at MY house on Wednesday, which is exciting... since it happens so rarely - plus that means I get to wake up to him on Valentines Day.. which is one of the best presents I could ask for, waking up with the person you love.. no matter how tired and/or grouchy they may be.. always makes my day better. Seeing Jarad in the morning inspires me to make my day count, to improve myself and thus improve my future with him. I don't know.. maybe that's just me, but I'd get up at 5 am everyday if it meant I could wake up and kiss him.

Ok, so maybe I talk a lot about my feelings for Jarad, but it's only because I can't Actually say these things to him.. just yet anyway.. he is still adjusting, still observing, still learning to trust me, and I don't want to put the pressure of how I feel into the mixes of how he feels. Plus, I'd like to think he knows that I feel the way I do... if nothing else, my actions should show that I'd do anything for him.

Anyway, I'm hoping my food will be here soon, so I'm going to wrap this up... I'm hoping for a comment.. someday maybe just one... but a comment from an invisible reader would be pretty crazy.. :)

Mwah!