Not literally of course, but if Jarad were a drug, I would be addicted, After I got just a little bit a little taste on Tuesday, it's all I can think about, the question is how long till I get my next fix? ;)
Just kidding, it's just that the emotion that Jarad stirs up in me, is stronger than any emotion I've every had to deal with before. Again, patience is a virtue, a virtue that I don't exactly have... but I'm working on it...
On a happy note, tonight is the season premier of my very favorite show, The Office. It should be a pretty good episode, so I'm excited for that.. the only thing is... I kind of wish I was watching it with another Office fan... I won't mention his name, he already knows who he is and so do all of you.
I find myself not making definate plans with anyone in the slight chance that he will want me to come hang out, I know that is pathetic, and a strong woman would make plans and tell him that he'll have to wait, if he wants to hang out he should have called and said so... the only problem is, even if I made plans with other people, I'd be thinking about him and wishing I was with him the whole time anyway. It is kind of a lose/lose situation on my part, at least for the time being. If we were more stable, I wouldn't worry about it, but since things are so shaky and in limbo, I just want to see him and be close to him, and actually be able to breathe again..
Another.. Big.. Sigh................ I'll just keep waiting.
We'll all float on ok...
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