It's been a busy day, so I'm posting a lot later in the day than normal, in fact I'm about to head out of here in 15 minutes, but I've wrapped everything up for the day, and I feel very productive! I don't think there is a lot going on tonight, and I'm glad... I might clean out my car, or I might curl up in the hammock and read another book like I did yesterday :) - Good things are finally happening in my life, they aren't exactly monumental, but every little thing counts, and every little thing that he says or does or feels, lights up my day...
There is still a road of healing and growing in front of us, but I'm still praying that we travel that long road together, always... I don't want to be too quick to count my blessings, but every hour I get to spend with him is a blessing to me, soooo - I guess I'm already counting :)
Ok, anyway, There are a lot of positive bubbly happy things in my head, but again trying not to jump the gun. So let's just say... I really do love him, I love everything about him, and I even love everything I hate about him, I love who I am when I'm with him, and tho there are a lot of pressures from outsiders who have opinions about us and our relationship, when it comes down to it, I have never and will never do anything to intentionally hurt Jarad, I want nothing but his happiness... I just hope that the outsiders don't pressure him to believe differently.
One day at a time, I'll continue to love him.
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