DUH!

I had a brilliant thought while I was in the bathroom, why is it that many people have great ideas on the porcelin throne? Anyway, OF COURSE Jarad and I can't just be the perfect couple right away, I mean, think about it this way, the fairy tale romances of today--

Ross and Rachel (Friends)
Carrie and Big (Sex and the City)
Jim and Pam (The Office)

That's just to name a few off the top of my head, I'm sure if you sat and thought about it, you would totally realize that nothing in love is ever easy... All of these couples love each other and end up together, they also all screw up, break up, and make up. Sometimes over and over again, but in the end, everyone realizes what is important...

Ok, so this reasoning may sound stupid and shallow, but I was feeling really depressed because I sometimes worry that Jarad thinks, well we are fighting, or something is screwed up, I guess it's over... but it's not like that, life is not like that, LOVE is not like that, people make mistakes.... it gives me hope that I have a chance of being the Rachel, Pam, Carrie in all of us, and Jarad has the chance to be the Ross, Big, and Jim in all of you crazy men out there.

I suppose, there is hope!