Beautiful

I'm in a good mood today, I'm seeing the world full of beauty. It's sunny and 28 degrees! I know that sounds cold, but it's soo much warmer than it has been the last couple of days so I'm embracing it. I got to sleep in a bit today which was nice and I'm dedicating myself to my work for the rest of the afternoon, which can be good for me.

Also, I had a fantastic evening with Jarad and his friends, I'm not sure what it was exactly that made Jarad act the way he did, but for the first time in a long time, I actually felt like he wanted me. His friends were all at his house and we were having some beers and hanging out, and he pulled me aside to a different room, just to be with me, just to kiss me, just to be close to me. It was amazing, possibly a bit of the attention I was looking for!? Beyond that he was close to me for a good part of the night, which is basically all I ever want, if I can just feel him close to me I'll be the happiest girl in the world :) - So yes, Otherthings went on last night that were all freaking fantastic, I don't even have the words to describe. Another day that my heart swells bigger for this man.

Tonight, beyond working late.. I'm going to stay home in Omaha, spend time with my baby Chloe, have a few drinks with Jessica and relax. I'll probably end up cleaning the house too.. as I tend to do that when I'm in need of something to do. I was thinking about painting the wall in the kitchen, it's one of those things we've talked about doing since we moved in 6 months ago.. but never got around to. I figure it's a cold night, with nothing going on, what's better than busting out the paint brush?! haha- Yes I'm a dork, and I told you.. a sucker for projects :) My hope is that when Jarad gets outta work around 11pm, he will come over and stay with me. I have my doubts.. just because ever since he moved into his own house he has been very attached to it. I don't blame him, I was the same way when I first had my own place... but we'll see- he has surprised me before.

Well, I suppose that is all for now- I'll write more later when I take a break from the project I'm about to start at work. I'll leave you with this surprisingly accurate horoscope for my sign, the Leo-

Kiss any lingering doubt about your romance goodbye, lovely Leo. As optimistic Jupiter aligns positively with down-to-earth Saturn, your man may want to prove his long-term devotion to you. For example, he may surprise you with a ring, or pop the question over a romantic champagne dinner for two. His earnest, charming approach just might win your heart completely. :)