Well, what a weekend... Jarad and I are connecting again! We had a long and much needed discussion on Saturday Night- I was so very impressed with his ability to sit down and ask me to discuss each issue, with out getting mad or defensive, that's not to say we both didn't get a little emotional at times, or upset about some of the things that were being implied, but in the end.. I felt a lot better- it's weird because I've always always always been the one to "over communicate" my problems, I will talk about something until I've exhausted my position on it. But for some reason with Jarad, I was bottling up, I was keeping my mouth shut, and that is such an extremely terrible idea, especially for me. So now that Jarad wants and expects me to express myself more often about the little things, I am much much happier. I was also concerned because I thought that Jarad wasn't that into me because we didn't kiss as much or hold hands, but I realized he wants to do that, but he wants me to initiate it, so I tried that on Sunday, I made the moves and he responded and I loved it, we had a fantastic evening of cuddling, watching a movie, and kissing on the couch last night. One of my very favorite places to be on a Sunday evening.
OH and even bigger news! Jarad is moving into his own place!!! A very quaint little house in fremont, I'm so excited for him, and I'm even more excited to help him fix it up, the painting and finding furniture, etc. It's a fun challenge for me, I just hope I don't overstep my boundaries. I told him he has to tell me if I do, it's not that I want to control how he decorates his house it's that I want to be involved in the process, I'm a sucker for projects... I'm my father's daughter. What can I say?! haha
Ok, so Jarad and I continue our journey... He is in school three nights a week now, which is stressful for him, but at least he gets out of work at a decent time now, not so many 12-13 hour days anymore. Which is good for him and for me! ha
I got to hang out with my friends this weekend, my "posse" if you will- they always make me happy and I truely appreciate that... I hope it happens more often, I'm working on fuseing Jarad and my group of friends, slowly but sure... It was an overall pretty fantastic weekend. I hope you all had equally enjoyable days!
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